Schizophrenia :(

I sit on my floor head in my knees, i wanna scream i can't hear my self think.
There to many people why is everyone talking?
What is going?
I scream as loud as i can.
My foster parents walk in looking at my strange.
I don't know were cameron is he is always with me always.
" what happended? " i hear them ask.
" why is everything so loud?"