The Cost of Loving You
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He's so happy. Why is he so happy? There's nothing to be happy about. Life sucks, end of story. There shouldn't be anything that could make him so happy, including me. I'm nothing worth being happy about.
Bastian Guerra is on his final year of high school and he's going through it as poor. Bastian and his family have fallen into some serious financial problems that it brought upon a pessimistic attitude to Bastian. He sees the world as harsh and cruel, something that twisted his personality. Cyrus Blythe, on the other hand, is a happy and full of life kind of guy which irritates the hell out of Bastian. Will Bastian try to get happy Cyrus to see the world as he sees it, dark and cruel? Or will Cyrus somehow manages to change Bastian's pessimism about life for good?
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