Trying Love
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Ongoing, First published Aug 17, 2013
Mature
"Leave me alone" I said, not even looking back at him, as I picked up my pace.
"I can't" he replied, keeping up with my strides, but staying a good distance away from me.
"Oh really, and why can't you?" I asked him, as I stopped walking, to turn around and face the persistent boy following me. "Because..." he trailed off, looking a bit nervous to continue his sentence. But that just irritated me more. "Because what Jacob, why cant you get it through your tiny tiny tiny little brain that I don't want to be bothered, especially not by you of all people. I'm going to tell you this one more time. I. Don't. Want. You. And I refuse to be another one of your con-" I was cut off from my rant, by a now angry Jacob, which caught me off guard at how his attitude changed so quickly. "It's because I fucking like you Raven. SHIT! I really fucking like you. And it's been driving me crazy not being able to tell you that, because you were already in a relationship with Aiden, and I had to respect it. I tried so hard to get over you, but every time I saw you in English or by your locker, or during tutoring, I realized that I couldn't. I think about you almost every day, and it's killing me that I know you wont give me the time of day, because you just think of me as some man whore. But what you don't realize is that I'm trying to change. I haven't even slept with a girl in two months, because you seem to be all that goes through my mind. Shit! I think...I think that possibly, maybe I'm falling for you Ray." he whispered the ending of his confession to me.
I released a breath I hadn't realized I was holding, after Jacob confessed everything to me. 
Is he being serious right now?No he can't possibly be serious? But then again why would he say he think he's falling for me. Wait did I hear him wrong. Maybe I just heard him wrong.
I had a million things running through my mind , but I couldn't think of what to say, before I could stop myself I blurted out "Did you really have to curse?"
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