The Dedication

What have i done? I thought I loved him. I thought this was going to be a good place for me but I destroyed it for myself. Have I really ruined my life. He was so good for me. But then again, maybe not. Maybe I made the right decision to branch out and be more like Sam. Can I really ask myself to fall short of my true potential even if it is awful. I can't do that to myself can I? Can I really deprive myself of happiness to let every one else be happy living in a perfect society? In all truth, I'm not perfect and I don't belong in a perfect society. I belong in his arms no matter who sais otherwise. No matter who I hurt to achieve happiness, because that's what I deserve. Isn't it?