Why I'm such a fuck-up.

All I have ever done was hurt people and make them hate me. I've been nothing but a sad shit for the past year and it has caused friends and people that I love to hate me and leave me. Even my best friend and prior GF just downright abandoned me without a word of my input which hurt me so goddamn bad, like a knife was fucking stabbed right into my heart and spun around like a blender.

My creation was a mistake and all I have ever been was a burden on other people. All my parents have ever done was argue and fight and it turned me into the sad shit you all know now. In march I had to call the cops from my parents going ballistic and I was set in a children's home for a week. That tore me up so bad inside and it made me into an empty shell of what I once was. I lost friends both in person and online and even the one person who I never wanted to loose or hurt. It wasn't my fault and I never meant to hurt anyone, and never did. But I guess my fuckup self did.

I should just kill myself because who even cares about me anymore. My used-to-be-friends don't. My past GF doesn't, she just abandoned me and stabbed my heart and carved it out along her way. My parent's don't, they're too busy fucking yelling and hitting eachother all the time, no one fucking cares.

I'm sorry for hurting your feelings so badly and being such a sad shit-stain in your life. Now you won't have to deal with me anymore, forever.

Goodbye, I'm sorry.