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The Pain of Loving Two

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Remus has loved Sirius Black for as long as he dares remember. For so long, he had thought that they would spend forever together. They planned their wedding, their children, their entire lives together. Then, in 1981, his worst fear came true. Sirius had betrayed them all and left him utterly alone.

Now that Sirius is back, and innocent, Remus' feelings are going crazy. He used to love him with a passion so intense that it knocked them both breathless. In the passing years, he had despised him for abandoning him and for taking everyone with him. But now? He's back and he wants to love him again, to hold him again, to forgive him and apologize for the missing years and misplaced hatred. Now, they are trying, and failing, to rekindle their once thriving love while the second war is slowly brewing. And it almost feels like the horrible old times again. 

Except now, Remus is finding himself falling for a pink haired, spunky Auror.All Rights Reserved

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The Only Girl - Remus Lupin x Reader [Book 1] - Rewritten by Mystic_Nightmare075

"Y/n, I will always be here for you." "Promise?" "I promise." ~*𓃦*~ Going to Hogwarts was something Y/n Black had been looking forward to her entire life, though she never anticipated the chaos and mischief that her time there would include. And she certainly never anticipated falling in love with her best friend. Remus Lupin never expected to go to Hogwarts. His father had told him stories about it, but being a werewolf, Remus assumed it would be impossible for him to go. But accommodations were made and soon he went from being lonely to being surrounded by four amazing friends who were willing to do anything for him. [Book 1/3] - Book 2 coming soon

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Remus found himself curious that she seemed leagues different than he himself felt. His body ached with every movement and he'd done his best to contain his temper, a feat that had proven difficult when even the smallest sounds screamed like nails on a chalkboard and then there was that damnable scent of Lilac's and Vanilla... (contains dark themes, please read at your own risk!) (cross posted.)

Ink in Paper - Regulus Black by AideINFP

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The (Not So) Strange Mixture by JinxesJade

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Never stopped loving you by Elsje149

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No Control // Wolfstar by QueenGrace11

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