The Pain of Loving Two

Remus has loved Sirius Black for as long as he dares remember. For so long, he had thought that they would spend forever together. They planned their wedding, their children, their entire lives together. Then, in 1981, his worst fear came true. Sirius had betrayed them all and left him utterly alone.

Now that Sirius is back, and innocent, Remus' feelings are going crazy. He used to love him with a passion so intense that it knocked them both breathless. In the passing years, he had despised him for abandoning him and for taking everyone with him. But now? He's back and he wants to love him again, to hold him again, to forgive him and apologize for the missing years and misplaced hatred. Now, they are trying, and failing, to rekindle their once thriving love while the second war is slowly brewing. And it almost feels like the horrible old times again.

Except now, Remus is finding himself falling for a pink haired, spunky Auror.