Loosing someone you know is bad. Having a parent pass away is bad. Try having your dad commit suicide. I'm writing this book because I'm having a really hard time dealing with everything that's going on right now. I want everyone out there to really pay attention at what I am going through. For anyone out there, who has a mental illness, depression in particular, or anyone who has been having a hard time, or for anyone who has been having self harm thoughts, please please please PM me, and I am always here to listen. You don't know me, which means it's not like I can spread rumours, or judge you, I am here for anyone who is going through this.