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Looking Back, Moving Forward

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Perfect, something that people obsess over. It comes in different shapes, sizes and forms. I guess you could say that my life was once perfect, as in I had everything I needed and wanted, I don't need much. I was very simple but my one mistake was taking what I had for granted. I never misused these things I just never really acknowledged how privileged I was to have them until it was all taken away from me.  

My name is Amelia Johnson; I am 17 years old, born on the 26th of July to Jack and Victoria Johnson. I have a younger brother, Jacob, who is 7 and a sister who is 12 her name is Farrah. I go to an all-girls high school and I was stereotyped as your average good girl/ nerd/ teacher's pet. I am weird, different and I laugh at everything. I am really loud, cheerful, sarcastic and sassy. I have friends, family and everything I need. But that all changed one night.All Rights Reserved

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