This is the story of a girl who doesn't really know who she is or what she is living for, she is not accepted into society and her parents do not know what they do to her or what she does to herself, her brother was the only person who cared. But he is gone, swallowed into a dark swirling mass of blankness all becuase of a single rope and garage roof beam and a bottle of pills.
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WARNING!
This book contains sensitive issues such as bullying, abuse, drug use, alchohol abuse, suicide, self harm, mental illness, and mature themes, please understand that I'm not trying to romanticise or say that any of this stuff is good, I just want to right a book and it just so happens to be about this issue!
Elliot's partner was his whole world, but after Allan's death, his ghost haunts Elliot's dreams. Everyone tells Elliot to move on, but he isn't sure he can.
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It's been a year since the love of Elliot's life, Allan, passed away. Everyone thinks he should have recovered after that much time, but Allan still haunts Elliot every night. He struggles to maintain relationships with his family, and despite a coworkers interest he can't summon up the courage to date. Elliot is living for the past, because to live for the present means he'll have to live with a hole in his heart. But the question Elliot has to face chases him through his monotonous days: is mourning Allan with everything he has truly living?
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