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My Silence Is My Loudest Cry For Help

Ocean_sparkles99

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Reads 875
Votes 26
Parts 18
Time 1h 48m

Ocean_sparkles99

andrewhussie blood depression gamzee grandhighblood homestuck karkat kurloz life mituna romance selfharm smoking swearing tavros triggerhazzard trolls

This is a story about Gamzee Makara and how he is just a troll struggling with his family and is labeled clown boy, he smoked to deal with the stress of haters and his lust for his morail but once his morail is taken he is so set back and thinks he likes his friend who was there for him but soon realises it was no longer meant to be and he wasn't supposed to be in love and he shuts down love and drinks his faygo and as he losses hope he gets a younger brother whom wants to be exactly like him. He changes his ways to help bring his younger brother up once he picks his younger brother up he bumps into someone and likes them but finds it hard to express his love since he shut everything out. By the end of the book he has the courage and asks and... His life changes forever.All Rights Reserved

andrewhussie blood depression gamzee grandhighblood homestuck karkat kurloz life mituna romance selfharm smoking swearing tavros triggerhazzard trolls

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$Little Bitty Miracles {Gamzee x Tavros} by x_golgothasTerror_x$

BOOK DOES CONTAIN ADULT LANGUAGE!!!!! ~Lemon Free~ It was getting harder and harder to take a single breath. She would've stopped by now, but Vriska's nails just dug deeper into my grey skin. I tried to pull her hands away as she lifted me farther off the ground, but nothing was working. So this is how I go? I asked myself. Chocked to death by my school bully in my school halls while nobody gives a single damn about me. . . . There was a grey figure on my left behind Vriska, but since my vision was becoming blurry, I had no clue who or what it was. They were probably just gonna watch anyways.

Daddy Issues - Johnnyboy by cultural-decay

(Under Major Editing) this story contains descriptive self-mutilation, character death, alcohol abuse, drug/substance abuse, and bits of violence. (ANYONE WHO IS UNDER 16 AND IS CURRENTLY SUICIDAL, DEALING WITH OR EXPERIENCING THOUGHTS OF SELF-HARM PLEASE JUST CHOOSE A DIFFERENT STORY. THIS ISNT A FUN RIDE) Johnny has always been different, the gang knew that. He was always doing something to be proud of but he'll forever be a greaser unless his folks actually started to care for him, and even then, he'll always be an outcast, a delinquent. Johnny doesn't mind that though, he likes it the way it is, but he mainly would just like things to be different at home, but he's content with the gang. He was okay with them. Until his father dies. His old man had always treated him like shit anyway, but there was something inside that was crushed. Dad would sometimes help little Johnny out, it was his mother that had made things worse for him. After his death, Johnny couldn't cope much anymore, he was used to being able to, but now his emotions were out of control. He starts to spiral downwards. The gang is with him the whole time and tries their hardest to keep him at his best, but Johnny becomes irrational, too unpredictable for the gang to even understand but Johnny doesn't go down alone, he brings someone with him.

Mine by zo1515

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The juggalo ( gamzee x reader) by -Daddy_Asgore-

Karkat has actually made a new friend! And they are super interested in the dark clown prince. Now Gamzee himself is oblivious to this but he eventually figures out, He is your Juggalo.

Changing Ways by GayJerk

Kankri meets a stranger in the comic book store in town, but what he never realized is how much that stranger would change his life forever. This story will not be over until stated.

Loving The Lone Wolf (BXM) by KingLukasTheTransBoy

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$For you, I'd do anything {GamTav} by Writerfox_1$

{Humanstuck} Gamzee is on the verge of being thrown into a mental asylum. To stop that from happening, he opts to have a caretaker instead. Tavros, a college drop out with slight social anxiety, is now stuck with the psychotic man. Maybe, Tavros may just be able to tame this beast, even when he's sober... #TW: Swearing, violence, sober Gamzee, angst, death Every time I get a notification that someone read this shitty abomination of my inability to have properly shown how mental illness works I feel a little bit of my soul shrivel away like a salted snail

His Fragile Rose. [Completed] by Meticulous_Beats

After killing the beautiful soul mercilessly by his physical and mental and verbal and sexual assaults, Aksh found the intense urge to punish himself. The urge was so intensely drumming in his heart that he found himself getting relief by inflicting pain on himself-the one who had made his "Mehak" a living dead. He longed to punish the monster inside him as painfully as possible, the monster who had ruined his Mehak's soul. Ruined his innocent midnight-honey eyed angel. He had scarred her for eternity and now he's determined to bestow himself with double amounts of scars and pain and grief. He doesn't want her forgiveness. Rather pain. Cause for the life of him he couldn't forgive himself, let alone having his Angel forgive him. He wishes to strangle his soul in the regrets of breaking her till it dies. He wishes to bear pain till it makes up for the torture he inflicted on his innocent angel. He hates himself with same intensity as he loves his Mehak, endlessly. Love for his Mehak and hatred for himself to the extent of making himself writhe painfully in his self inflicted torture cause he has broken her-His Fragile Rose. And now it's time to break himself. Twice as much, if not more. Maybe until he dies. [[[!!!!CAUTION-----HIGHLY TRIGGERED SCENES! READER'S DISCRETION ADVISED! A DARK STORY! ABUSIVE! SELF HARM SCENES! DON'T READ IF YOU CAN'T HANDLE SUCH SCENES. I HIGHLY RECOMMEND TO NOT READ, IF YOU'RE FRAGILE HEARTED!!!!!!!]]] You've been warned. ~~

Forbidden Love: Gamtav by UnactiveFanficPage

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Little Bitty Miracles {Gamzee x Tavros}

BOOK DOES CONTAIN ADULT LANGUAGE!!!!! ~Lemon Free~ It was getting harder and harder to take a single breath. She would've stopped by now, but Vriska's nails just dug deeper into my grey skin. I tried to pull her hands away as she lifted me farther off the ground, but nothing was working. So this is how I go? I asked myself. Chocked to death by my school bully in my school halls while nobody gives a single damn about me. . . . There was a grey figure on my left behind Vriska, but since my vision was becoming blurry, I had no clue who or what it was. They were probably just gonna watch anyways.