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Breathe Me Out Of The Darkness // n.h

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Reads 5,236
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Parts 39
Time 4h 16m

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***ON HOLD TILL GOD KNOWS WHEN***

"I remember that day crystal clear, how could I forget such a day? It was a mix between heaven and hell, sugar and salt, sweet and sour, and warm and cold. It was the day I thought I'd finally call you mine, but then, everything was turned up side down, making me go crazy, nuts, insane if you wanna call it that way...".
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Rainbows, bubbles, laughs and happiness, that was what their lives used to be, how everything used to be and who they used to be.

Darkness, guns, growls and emptiness, that was what their lives became to be, how everything became to be and who they became to be.

Each one of them needed to be pulled out of the black hole they unintentionally and unwillingly fell in, but being pulled out wasn't enough.

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"Together, let's get out of this hell we're in together, let's help eachother, let's just... I breathe you out of the darkness and you breathe me out of the darkness".
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"Like you're sinning, but believing you're not a sinner" -AJH


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