A Little Too Much

Don't you ever just want to stab someone? Like the person in front of you at Starbucks who just can't decide if they want a latte or a frap. Literally pisses me off. Okay, but really? Have you ever gotten so mad that you just wanted to stab someone? I have, but I never took action. I'm such a coward. Steven Harris pissed me off and I didn't take action. I backed down and never looked back. NO JUST KIDDING, I DWELL ON WHAT HE DOES EVERY NIGHT LAYING IN MY BED THINKING ABOUT MY LIFE. Steven freaking Harris wrecked my life, and I honestly don't really regret it. Of course I don't really favor the way it ended, but I don't really regret the before. Right now it's 3am and I can't sleep so I just made a totally sane choice to write down the entirety of my story. Right now, I've currently been crying for 4 hours and counting... and right now, I really wish I was in the arms of the guy who broke my heart, and soul, and legs (just kidding but it felt like he did). I hate 3am me. Too clingy and crybaby-ish.

Here we go.