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"But, what if we don't even exist? What if we're just two figments of someone's sick and twisted imagination. Does that even scare you?"

"What if the only thought that scares me is that you'll never shut up and just kiss me."

High school, existentialism, angst, and self-loathing. It truly doesn't get any better than this, does it?All Rights Reserved

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Verboten Temptations by Imbrication

“N-nothing” I stammered out, trying to scoot back. But he kept the distance filled each time. Soon, my back was against some cabinets as I ran out of room. My heart was racing as he took his last step, closer than ever. “I’m not gay…” I said calmly, but panicking inside. He raised an eyebrow and his lips came closer to mines. “Who said you were gay? Who even said I was gay?” Dante asked with amusement in his voice. “Why are you so close then? Like you’re going to kiss me?” I asked, trying to stay cool and not show any anxiety. “Why have you not pushed me away?” He asked me, bringing up a valid point. Why have I not pushed Dante away? ---------- Marcus is a senior in high school with a pretty sweet life. Good looks, personality, amazing musical talent, awesome friends, and a hot girlfriend. But what happens when the new student Dante starts making things a little bit more interesting for Marcus? Prepare yourself for the love, heart-break, and typical high school drama in this story of sweet, forbidden temptations.

Que Será Será by JudisFum

I am deeply unhappy. This is a collection of stories from my life's experiences. Writing this is an attempt to help me find out what's causing my depression/unhappiness. Not only that, but hopefully you'll find some enjoyment from my unfortunate tales of a lonely sap. These stories range from the girls I've flirted with, the people I trust, what makes me sad and what makes me happy. This is me, in my rawest and purest form. Enjoy, and thanks for reading. I love you.

Painted in Fate by BadGirlBeee

Synopsis (Babe's POV) They say dreams are just reflections of your subconscious-fleeting images that disappear when you wake up. But what if the man in your dreams isn't just a figment of your imagination? What if he feels... real? My name is Babe Tanatat. I'm an artist, and I've been haunted by a man I've never met. Every night, I see his face-handsome, mysterious, and somehow familiar. He doesn't belong in this world, yet I can't stop painting him. My studio is filled with his portraits, and with each brushstroke, I feel like I'm getting closer to something I can't explain. It started as a curiosity, but now it's becoming an obsession. When he spoke to me in a dream, I knew there was more to this than I wanted to believe. Am I losing my mind, or is there a deeper connection pulling me toward him? The closer I get, the more intense it becomes. The line between reality and dreams is blurring, and I'm beginning to think this man might not just live in my dreams. But if he's real, why does it hurt so much to see him? Why do I feel like I've known him-loved him-before? The answers are out there, somewhere between this world and the one in my dreams. And I'm going to find them... no matter what it takes. Disclaimer: This is a work of fan fiction inspired by my favorite on-screen couple(or real life 😉), Billy Patchanon and Babe Tanatat. While the characters are fictionalized versions based on these actors, all events, settings, and storylines in this novel are original and created for entertainment purposes. This story is not affiliated with or endorsed by the actors or any official entities. Any resemblance to real people, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental.

He is my lover by dr3wdr0p

Quite the love, you think? Quite the pain, you remember? Flashbacks of restlessness? Yes. Thinking of it as a life lesson in different language. Slender man? Just a story? just a mental illness? Hopelessness? just average? What else could it be, a journey?

Give me shelter by SabastianStefano

Have you ever felt so lonely you believed there was nothing left for you? Stashed away, merely forgotten. I mean you could cry and cry, yet no one would hear you. At least no one you truly once loved. Being yourself can be detrimental to others happiness, and so you down play who you are. You devalue your beliefs, your morals fall short and that hollow rock turns into your Mirror. Do you matter anymore? Would anyone care if you simply disappeared? Could you find your way out of the darkness? Look Closer is one of my favourite quotes and so I'll use it as a guide to understanding the complex characters you're about to meet.

homicidal Liu x reader(Currently updating errors) by proxiyLover

(WARNING A LOT OF MISSPELLING AND GRAMMER)) Your father and brother died in a shooting attack. Your mother tried making you happy but it was no use. You got bullied in school but don't really care. You suffer depression. When your mom found out she felt bad. Knowing that her help was nothing. So she killed herself.Police blamed you for her death. when you ran away. You met someone who will change your life. Forever.

Just kiss me by RealityRuinedMyLife7

I hate him. He hates me. There's nothing more to it. There's no chemistry between us, we don't secretly love eachother and there's no way we are going to end up dating eachother. This isn't some story on wattpad where the guy and the girl end up liking eachother when they hated eachother all this time. That dosn't even happen in reality. We just hate eachother period. But then just a silly mistake lead to another and now here I am. Tangled up into one huge mess. But now I'm in a mess where I can just tell him to just kiss me.

The Boy Who Lived Again (boyxboy) (COMPLETED) by Fallen_Angel0416

What if you committed suicide one day. After just one horrible day that set you off. You know, the bullies and the mean classmates who want to help but don't. And your crush refuses to help you one night. What if another woke up months later with no memory? You don't know who you are, nothing seems familiar. All you know is that something draws you to a boy who died months ago right before school ended. A lot of people care that he is dead, they feel responsible. Another boy catches your attention and you can't help but feel something for him. What if he's the answer to your problem but he won't talk about the dead boy? What if he does? Can you win over his trust and figure things out or will meeting him awaken something in you, you may or may not have known? or seen coming...

A Lovely Life by MarcosMorales159

Journey with me back in time as I rewrite the first Journal I kept from when I was in high school, and see that maybe even with how horrible life is most of the times, there are little things spread throughout that make life worth living. My high school experience was full of drama, tears, laughter, and most of all constant search of love, and approval of the people around me. I can't always get what I want in this world. Life is a beautiful mess. It's not perfect, and filled with a lot of disappointments, and heartbreak. There are moments when it all feels too much, but there's not much we can do other than go with the flow of things.

I'm A Big Fat Liar by ForgedMemory

How can one mistake of gender can break me. How is it that the only person to ever truly love me for me, now despises me. I can not even imagine what he'd think if he'd seen me now. I always knew love was a joke and now I'm living proof. I'm a big fat liar and I am now alone. (I understand this is cliche and like so many others, but I don't care. I tried to make it interesting, but if it's not I'm sorry. Please enjoy though.)

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Verboten Temptations

“N-nothing” I stammered out, trying to scoot back. But he kept the distance filled each time. Soon, my back was against some cabinets as I ran out of room. My heart was racing as he took his last step, closer than ever. “I’m not gay…” I said calmly, but panicking inside. He raised an eyebrow and his lips came closer to mines. “Who said you were gay? Who even said I was gay?” Dante asked with amusement in his voice. “Why are you so close then? Like you’re going to kiss me?” I asked, trying to stay cool and not show any anxiety. “Why have you not pushed me away?” He asked me, bringing up a valid point. Why have I not pushed Dante away? ---------- Marcus is a senior in high school with a pretty sweet life. Good looks, personality, amazing musical talent, awesome friends, and a hot girlfriend. But what happens when the new student Dante starts making things a little bit more interesting for Marcus? Prepare yourself for the love, heart-break, and typical high school drama in this story of sweet, forbidden temptations.