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I Don't Deserve You (A Johnlock Fic)

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Why did Sherlock do it? Was he depressed? I know I'm not a genius like him, but surely I would have noticed something like that - After all, I've been in love with the worlds only consulting detective since I first laid eyes on him.

After Sherlock commits suicide John is plagued by guilt and regret, he should have noticed if he was depressed, he should have told him he loved him, he just should have done MORE for his best friend.


Set after season two, this doesn't follow season three but may contain spoilersAll Rights Reserved

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Nothing In This World: A Jim Moriarty/Sherlock X OC. by Sherlockhamilfan

"Nothing in this world could stop me from feeling this way. Nothing." I assured him, full confidence in my voice. "But I'm not good for you, Jess." He replied, trying to push me away for my own safety. "That doesn't matter to me. I love you. And that's what love is. Not caring about someone's flaws or mistakes but seeing them for what they really are." I told him. "Really?" He asked. "Yeah." I breathed. "You're not just a great man, Jim. You're a good one." ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ In a world where Jess Watson, John Watson's younger sister, falls in love with the wrong man in university. After they went their separate ways, years ago, the criminal psychiatrist goes on to surprise her older brother at the wrong time. When meeting her old flame again, knowing now who he really is, will she fall again? Or will she fall for the cocky new detective that's found a way into her life? And will her brother and her conscience get in the way? "Of all forms of caution, caution in love is perhaps the most fatal to true happiness." - Bertrand Russell. Contains Smut! Chapters 9, 10, 14, 43 and the Bonus Chapter! {Seasons 1-4 of Sherlock (BBC).} James Moriarty X OC X Sherlock Holmes. Cover By Me!! [Shoutout to arianedevere on Dreamwidth for the transcripts!] Disclaimer⚠️: All rights reserved to Sir Arthur Conan Doyle and the BBC (Steven Moffat & Mark Gatiss)!!!! I only own Jessica and her backstory!!!

Beside You- A Johnlock Fanfiction (BBC Sherlock) *UNDER HEAVY EDITING* by SherlockedDoors

POST REICHENBACH/JOHNLOCK AU. Two years after watching the love of his life commit suicide, John Watson has faded out. Balancing between sleepless nights or facing the nightmares to see Sherlock’s face again; he knows the game is over. But he never had closure. And so, on a bleak Christmas Eve, he visits Sherlock’s grave and says what he should have said but never could. He hadn’t expected a reply; especially not this one. After two years of using the shadow of his demise as a cover to take down a terror network, Sherlock Holmes is back. With his hand hovering over the call button, he waits near his grave to catch a glimpse of John, unsure of how to come home. But one night, somebody makes it easier. The game is on. (Or should I say, “The gay is on”?) BOOK #1 of the SherlockedDoors Subcanon (shitty name, I know, but alliteration calls.) (NOTE: This does not follow the plot of series 3, it goes off in a totally different direction. Though some things have been recently updated to merge with some posts in John's blog and a couple of teasers, I started writing this AAGGGEESSS before series 3 so the reunion scene is different. Anyhow, if you like Johnlock, you'll probably like this. Enjoy!)

One More Miracle by Kingofthemindpalace

John's thoughts and increasing depression Post-Reichenbach, fitting the situation that he was in love with Sherlock before he jumped. Rated M for violence and suicidal thoughts.

Starving; A Sherlock Fanfic by trainingangels

Sherlock is slowly falling away into his own mind. Can John help him or will Sherlock be lost forever? This book is one huge Trigger Warning, be aware.

Forgotten Lover (parentlock/johnlock) by anotherbenaddict

John has been depressed since his best friend Sherlock Holmes committed suicide whilst talking to him on the phone. Nearly a year later, John meets someone who makes the journey just a little easier. He gets married, but still wishes the man that was so special to him was there to give a speech as his best man and best friend. John ends up with a little bundle of joy called Hamish Sherlock Watson. But John still isn't as happy as he should be, because there's still that one person missing. Sherlock doesn't believe in coincidences or fate, but bumping into Hamish Watson one afternoon is definitely something similar... will be johns POV until told otherwise

Q & A (Johnlock) by delightful_fear

John wants to get the attention of a woman studying psychiatry, so he convinces Sherlock to do a simple 2 hour question and answer session with him for her research. They've known each other for years. Surely they won't learn anything new about each other, will they? *Post Series 4 *Canon-compliant *Johnlock *32 Questions*

The Coffee Shop by fallenstarsx

*UNDER REVIEW* Sherlock Series 4 came to television on Jan 1st 2017. This is set after that. It's an AU which stands for Alternate Universe; the change to canon is that Mary does not have a child and John is moving on with his life after her death. Moriarty is dead and no more. This is intended to be a happy ending after the tragedy of Series 4, and hopefully the books too (Thank you to the late Arthur Conan Doyle). I wish to do both these works justice - not to devalue what happened, but simply to re-contextualise. It is important to note that Sherlock Holmes, in this particular work, is neurodivergent. Enjoy. If you want to read this on another platform you can find the me on Archive Of Our Own with the username twinkling_lights, and on Fanfiction.net as twinklinglights29. (Complete)

Sherlock's secret by oxyy-moron

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Pretend it's Cluedo by WhereIsWatson

"Do they only give compassionate leave to people with compassion?" "Something like that." The Holmes parents are dead, Mycroft's not talking, and Molly and Greg are struggling with a grieving Sherlock and a John a year post Mary running away; this couldn't end the same way a Cluedo game does, could it? The victim killing himself. {trigger warning: self harm, suicide, eating disorder, drugs, etc etc}

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Nothing In This World: A Jim Moriarty/Sherlock X OC.

"Nothing in this world could stop me from feeling this way. Nothing." I assured him, full confidence in my voice. "But I'm not good for you, Jess." He replied, trying to push me away for my own safety. "That doesn't matter to me. I love you. And that's what love is. Not caring about someone's flaws or mistakes but seeing them for what they really are." I told him. "Really?" He asked. "Yeah." I breathed. "You're not just a great man, Jim. You're a good one." ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ In a world where Jess Watson, John Watson's younger sister, falls in love with the wrong man in university. After they went their separate ways, years ago, the criminal psychiatrist goes on to surprise her older brother at the wrong time. When meeting her old flame again, knowing now who he really is, will she fall again? Or will she fall for the cocky new detective that's found a way into her life? And will her brother and her conscience get in the way? "Of all forms of caution, caution in love is perhaps the most fatal to true happiness." - Bertrand Russell. Contains Smut! Chapters 9, 10, 14, 43 and the Bonus Chapter! {Seasons 1-4 of Sherlock (BBC).} James Moriarty X OC X Sherlock Holmes. Cover By Me!! [Shoutout to arianedevere on Dreamwidth for the transcripts!] Disclaimer⚠️: All rights reserved to Sir Arthur Conan Doyle and the BBC (Steven Moffat & Mark Gatiss)!!!! I only own Jessica and her backstory!!!