All for you

I held his pale and cold hands and kissed them hoping it would wake him up.

But it didn't.

Nothing could. Nothing will. "I guess I'll have to live without you now", I whispered to him.
Not that he could hear. I bitterly thought. "Wake up! Don't leave me!", I begged. My chest tightened
at the thought of not seeing him laugh, smile, walk, and joke around ever again.

Suddenly, my head ached. But I didn't care. I just couldn't. I let myself fall on the ground. I let the darkness
consume me. Maybe, just maybe, losing my consciousness could lessen the pain that I've been feeling.