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This story is basically just an experience in my life, the past present and future.
Includes stories of elementary, middle school and im going take you on an adventure of my days of high school.
This book will not only include my social life but my personal life. My depression, minor anxiety, eating disorder and my insecurities. I want to show and let people know who I am.

My name is Shay.

Starting the story at the end of this month.All Rights Reserved

bulimia depression disorder eating ednos happy life sad school

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