blue paint & broken glass || phan
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Last published Sun, Sep 10, 2017
"You're like... like a rainbow. Every bit of your personality is different, but it comes together to create something beautiful."
"Please, Dan. I'm just a drop of red in a sea of blue paint. I don't belong."
In which Phil is a confused teenager whose only escape from reality is his art, and Dan is the strange new boy next door that just wants him to be happy.
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CONTENT WARNINGS:
•mentions of depression/self-harm
•strong language
•graphic blood/violence
•mentions of death
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