Intentionally Pregnant

So Jessica finally has it all or most of it she somewhat believes...because she missed out the part of her life where she would meet a handsome guy, someone nice and loved her for her and would someday propose to her when they went for lunch date or stroll in a park, and they would marry he would be an accountant or have some type of wealth and they would have their first child two years into their marriage.
You want to know why she missed such an huge chunk of her life?
Because she erased it. Simple.
Swiped such unrealistic goals from her life and focused on what she could achieve. A good career, stable home and enough money to make her forget or make a run her problems. That's all she needed and she got it. But now at the age of twenty-seven and tired of giving birth to money instead of actual children- she wants- no craves all the shit she blocked out of her life because she knew it wouldn't happen. Not even ugly guys would go for her, she just wasn't their slice of cake.
In fact she wasn't anyone slice of cake. And that reality hurt because everyone man she went for found their way in a friends or families arms and she was left to snuggle her pillow at night. And sweet talk herself, of course she loved herself the way she was but others didn't...so Jessica came up with the decision that she didn't need a husband, she didn't need love or the romantic sappy shit. She just wanted a child to pass on her business and to shower with the love she never got. So with that in mind, Jessica sets herself out find an eligible, good motherfucking man that she knows will fuck her and risks her chances getting pregnant.
Although foolishly, it just had to be her step-brothers best friend....
She definitively set herself out for failure....