My True Self (Shugo Chara FanFic)

My True Self (Shugo Chara FanFic)

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Hai! My name is Hiromi Nakahara, I'm 14 years old. My mom owns the famous shop 'Violá' on Paris. I'vent had a friend since dad left us. When dad left, my mom started to gave me all of her attention. You are probably saying 'that's good!..right?'. Well...no it's not good. My mom took me away to Paris, there she became a fashion designer, like she always wanted. My mom then homeschooled me. Nothing was wrong, my mom gave me all her attention and I helped her with the shop. One day I saw Hoshina Utau on TV, since that day I wanted to be a singer!...but when I told my mom...well...she slapped me. She told me that it was ridiculous, that I couldn't be a singer. She told me that I would continue the business. I declined, she slapped me again. Since that day my mom...started to treat me like I was a piece of her game...I have to be in my room at all times...and the worst part is..that...I can't sing, my mom's number one rule for me is 'don't ever sing'. I don't smile anymore. I changed..I'm not that little girl who used to smile when her mom got home from work. I always have an emotionless mask on my face. I can't be myself in front of anyone..I wish...I wish I could be the real me in front of everyone, I want to be heard...I want to be myself and follow my dreams....that's who I want to be... "All kids holds an egg in their souls,The egg of their hearts, Their would be selves but unseen." I DO NOT OWN SHUGO CHARA JUST THE CHARACTERS THAT I MADE!! >.<
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Loneliness. Depression. Broken. Scared. Devastated. Hopeless. Mournful. Disheartening. Bleak. Joyless. Somber. I have no one. Depression and Loneliness are the only things I feel. My family tries to make me happy, but I just put on a fake smile and cry about it in my room. They act like everything is alright, but everything is not. They KNOW I was devastated about Mom's murder. They KNOW I was heartbroken about Dad's sickness that eventually killed him. That's all I've thought about. Devastation and heartbroken. Just because of those two things. Never in my life I have been this devastating. Dayton, Hayden, Angel, or Monica know how to make me truly happy. Not even my own siblings know how to make me show a real smile. Suicide is all I can think about day to day and I've almost died because of that. DEPRESSION IS A REAL THING. NO ONE KNOWS HOW I FEEL EVERYDAY. NO ONE CAN JUDGE OTHERS ABOUT DEPRESSION OR EVEN MAKE JOKES ABOUT IT BECAUSE ITS A REAL THING. DEPRESSION HAS KILLED PEOPLE. EVERYONE IN MY LIFE JUDGES ME JUST BECAUSE I DON'T SMILE, LAUGH, HUG, OR DO ANYTHING NORMAL PEOPLE DO. I CUT MYSELF, I CRY, I YELL, I VENT, I PUSH PEOPLE OUT OF MY LIFE. Those are the things people are worried about me. "Go kill yourself and join your parents in hell." They say and I just shrug it off and find a private place to hide and cry it out. "I CAN'T DEAL WITH LIFE ANYMORE!!!!" I say and I use my sharp nails and cut myself then cry some more. A gun is buried within my arm for defense from my dad, but I use it in case I am tired of society. Then that's when I met the Host Club. They saw my sadness and made me a part of it to repay my debt for accidentally breaking a vase. I am now a Host for men to flatter them, but how can normal guys want me to be a Host when I wear lip earrings, eyeliner, chains, and have a gun in my arm? I'm the definition of Hell. Then he made me smile again, something that I thought I would never get back. Happiness.

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