The Outward

The Outward

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Ok, I can admit I was never a saint and that I kind of acted a little bit over the top and may have caused a bit of trouble but... Doesn’t everyone? Why was I the only one who got totally fucked up? I really wanted to give myself the benefit of doubt but sometimes I went back to reality I realized I would never only pertain to something. I had to entirely be what was expected and what was expected from someone in my position was, after all, a kick ass bitch. It was all about the outsides.
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There are times when you don't know what to think or what to do. I guess after being so disappointed and left by the one person you thought could never leave you, you tend to lose the ability to react logically. I know for a fact that I don't act like myself anymore, but I didn't seem to be able to change that. We often get told not to drink too much, but when everything you think about when sober is how pointless everything is, you can be considered as an exception. At least, I think it's better if I can't constantly think about her and how I missed her touch, her words, everything when really, she also ruined me. We're all broken. Sometimes, it's just the reality of life hitting you too hard, sometimes it's someone breaking you. Whatever the cause, we all struggle to live and move on. I just wish I wasn't so alone through this and that someone could help me live with myself.

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