Rewind [MARKSON]

"I love you" I heard Jackson said.

It made my heart skipped a beat. It's been a month since I heard him saying those words. Coming out from his husky voice, always gives me butterflies in my stomach. I missed it.

And I was hoping it was for me. I was hoping that he wasn't still over me. I was hoping that he still loves me.

"I love you too"

And those were the words I want to answer him. Those were the words I want to cry out from the top of the mountains. Those were the words I've been wanting to tell him over and over again.

And yet, those words came out from our 20 year old maknae.

I just couldn't accept it. If I wasn't attracted to Junior, I wouldn't have broken up with Jackson. If only I accepted Jackson's proposal, there would still be MarkSon, instead of JackBam.

I miss him. I miss Jackson Wang. My Gaga. My Mandu. The guy who made me feel I was his everything.

Oh, I wish I could go back. I wish we could stay the way we used to be. I wish I could rewind everything.