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"sometimes we're all just lost, waiting to be  found." 

With unfriendly memories haunting her from the past, Genevieve tries her best to live her best high school experience as she can. Something that would've come easy to her once turned to be one of the most difficult things ever. 

Her smiles were slowly disappearing and her heart was slowly breaking. The sound of her own laugh was soon to become a distant memory. As the cracks became more apparent, the more she felt herself fading. 

Feeling herself going in a downward spiral, Genevieve forces herself to write a series of letters in hopes that in her process of writing, her process of mending will slowly be complete. 
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**WARNING: This book isn't edited, so there are probably a ton of grammar mistakes, but if you can look past those for the moment, I hope you enjoy the read. :)All Rights Reserved

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Lost by livvydavis

Sometimes, I'm not always sure what to do. I feel like I'm always wrong, like I'm never good enough. I'm invisible and it's as if I don't exist. If I really didn't exist, I don't think anyone would care. I'm all alone in this great big world, I'm lost. Maddie has never been good enough for anyone. Her perfect sister, Megan, always manages to outshine her. Her father never pays attention to her, because he's always worried about Megan. Every Tuesday and Thursday, Maddie goes to group therapy, where she shares her feelings. Every week it's the same thing, until Maddie gets a new lab partner: Zach Williams, every girl's dream date. WARNING: I wrote this book when I was really, really young. It is very poorly written and has a TON of grammatical errors. I'm working on editing/rewriting this.

Reviving Hope. (INCOMPLETE, BUT DONE) by AnimeOnToast

{NOTE: I WROTE THIS AT A VERY YOUNG AGE, NOT UNDERSTANDING THE PARTS WHERE I WAS CRAP AT WRITING AT THIS POINT AND HOW EVERYTHING IS VERY MELODRAMATIC. I HAD A LARGE CRUSH ON A GUY AT THE TIME AND MOST ROMANCE IN THIS IS WHAT I WOULD HAVE LIKED TO HAPPEN. OR SOMETHING. I ADVISE YOU DON'T READ.} Hope Jacobs was a normal American girl. Straight A* student, the class representative, model student and the best of the gym team. But she's got one weakness. And his name is Beck Jackson. Sweetest guy in school, most popular guy in school, head of the run and swim team, nice to everybody, A* student: they've been friends fro such a long time, but when it gets out that Hope is in love with Beck, he becomes so stubborn and oblivious. Hope can't contain herself then, and does so many reckless things; she might end up getting hurt- and on the wrong side of some people. Maybe even find out things she had forgotten - and wish she had never remembered. As more and more people enter her life, more and more situations she delves into. An old friend comes back, new friends are made and jealously rises over her. She makes choices that are bad which might make her career and friends just.... disappear. But now, someone better revive her, or she could find serious trouble. ...And trouble doesn't take long to be found.

Looking at the fears by _ab1699_

Higest rank #114 "What? Are you out of your mind? Why? Why so suddenly? Everything was going so well. What happened so suddenly?" As if her tears couldn't be held anymore, they started flowing. "Jacob it's hard enough for me as it is. Please don't make it harder for me. Please." Dakota said in an almost whisper. "Why are you doing this to me? Why? Please don't go. Please. I need you. I want you." "I think it's for the best Jacob. Let's just break up and move on with our lives." Jacob just came closer and brought his forehead to hers and kissed her nose. His hands placed on her jaws. "Please don't do this. I love you baby." 🔯🔯🔯🔯🔯🔯🔯🔯 Dakota's life wasn't easy. To say that, it was an understatement. Ever since childhood she had loneliness. Jacob's life was the simple one. He never wanted anything but to keep her grandma alive and happy. But another wish he had was having Dakota. Making her his love. Now what happens when dakota meets her secret admirer who had been stalking her almost all of their school years? What happens when it turns out that the stalker boy and Dakota end up in a relationship? Tune in to know about Dakota's story. ✳✳✳✳✳✳✳✳✳✳✳✳ Now that the story is complete, it is under major editing. Have fun reading it. This was my first book so don't judge me by it. I promise, the next one is more better.

The Girl with No Emotions by vloria_vines

I was just thinking. I swear. But maybe my mind over thought. It's weird that everything can seem so simple, straight forward. Black and white. Two colors. So obvious. So there. Him and Her. Two people. So obvious. So there. But once you add gray, things get kind of complicated. Then you add color. And it's a wonderfully complicated bright world. She's two in one. The storm and the shade. No one ever stops to thank the storm for shading them from what's above it. What if the sun was too strong, too powerful that day and the storm came along just to protect us all from it? It was this epic battle between the two and the storm was hurting and it cased all this damage to the earth. No one thanks the storm for its sacrifice when it finally loses the battle and the sun shows its smug face. We all hate the storm for the disaster it created and praise the sun, when the storm just wanted to protect us. The storm and the shade. She's the storm and the shade. She's the chaos and the calm. Only I can't see the chaos. Not fully. She's keeping it all inside. All I see is the calm. I can tell though. I can tell there's chaos. I just can't see it. It's not so black and white. It's not a simple boy likes girl. Girl likes boy. It never was. But I like her. I do. The storm and the shade.

Journey to the Depth of my Soul ✓ by Saramitra_

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Love lies in his arms by SanaKazi

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About You [COMPLETED] by gxtx_me

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Lost

Sometimes, I'm not always sure what to do. I feel like I'm always wrong, like I'm never good enough. I'm invisible and it's as if I don't exist. If I really didn't exist, I don't think anyone would care. I'm all alone in this great big world, I'm lost. Maddie has never been good enough for anyone. Her perfect sister, Megan, always manages to outshine her. Her father never pays attention to her, because he's always worried about Megan. Every Tuesday and Thursday, Maddie goes to group therapy, where she shares her feelings. Every week it's the same thing, until Maddie gets a new lab partner: Zach Williams, every girl's dream date. WARNING: I wrote this book when I was really, really young. It is very poorly written and has a TON of grammatical errors. I'm working on editing/rewriting this.