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Loss of Innocence

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*WARNING: there are descriptions of abuse and rape in this story. I strongly suggest that readers should be 18+ years and older. I do not condone any abuse and rape. This story is also NOT promoting abuse or rape. * 

Read at your own risk. 



He gave me hope.... But he took away my innocence and crushed me into irreparable pieces.   Arabella Baine, a shewolf who wasn't blessed enough to be able to shift. The girl who was repeatedly raped and beaten. The girl who was forced to worked as a prostitute for her father's club. The girl who fell hard for her mate.  Rylan Sauron, one of the most mysterious and fierce Alpha in the world. The one who was able to bring hope into Arabella's life and crush it into pieces. The one who was able to break her completely.

*** Finished the story on September 27,2013 *****All Rights Reserved

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