I've been in this situation before, but never have I thought you will also be like others, who left me in pieces.The stories that I have heard were true I guess and I'm such a fool that I'm realising it now. You don't even know how much I love you and every fucking time I do something to ruin something. I can't even cry and my heart aches every time. I just can't take it anymore. But still I have no other choice and I can't just leave you.