Drifting Shadows

I sit here alone, the way its suppose to be as the wind blows around me, causing the the leaves among many trees, to whisper unto me about an eternity which wasn't meant to be.
I'm lost in this cold world letting it eat through my thin blue skin, the life i had drains away in a warm stream, to a cooling puddle as it drips from my finger tips.
I follow the stream of tears as it leads me to a trail, stopping...I fall to my knees dumping the razor blades from my shoes and walk on the broken glass by this river side,through the wind that cuts me deep.
To cross this ocean of blood, a donation is need to pay the price, a cold kiss is all that's needed to gain access to the world of decay.
Understand the hate in her eyes, accept the despite in her heart, access the pieces of shattered heart in her chest...and watch her walk away with the reflection of who you were.
Access the darkness in her soul to feel the pain needed to gain the required feeling of loving pain to enter the ocean of relief.