All the pretty little lights

"The grass is greener on the other side. The water tastes better in Pasadena. Oh and by the way, the music sounds better with this player. I know all these sayings, I know this stinging feeling of missing out, something not being good enough. But this isn't another story about how I was so angry at what others have that I ruined my friendships. This also isn't a story about how I was screaming and crying and how I eventually gave up. No, this is a story about me. A story about how I found myself again."