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Nothing Is Permanent

MyHomeIsBlueBlack

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Reads 64
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Parts 5
Time 22m

MyHomeIsBlueBlack

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Lydia Satlyn. She's a 17 year old orphan. She was the only one who made it out of the house fire. Out of her mother, father, sister, and two brothers. She still feels guilty. Almost immediently she was transported to the nearest orphanage. Fed up with the conditions she was living in, Lydia ran away from the orphanage. But what happens when her youtube idols, Dan and Phil, stumble upon her???All Rights Reserved

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Okay so we are back with another phanfic after finishing our first one! This one is different from Catch Me Before I Fall and we hope you like it! Phil, A kindhearted 23 year old suffering from cancer, he has no family who cares for him and is used to being alone all the time. His life is turned around when he meets a 22 year old Dan who shows care and support for him. But what happens when Phil's family finds him and tries interfering in his life and when the past is unraveled? *Credit for cover photo goes to owner! if it's yours then please let us know so we can add your name to the credits!*

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(y/n) is a regular twenty one year old girl with a great mom and dad and sixteen-year-old brother, austin. moving to london was a dream to her but meeting dan and phil was too. along with big brother, dallas, by her side, her best friends, and neighbors, THE danisnotonfire and amazingphil, it's gonna be quite an adventure. (i made this when i was like 10 and its really bad so good luck)

psychedelia | phan by thenightlockfox

Dan has given up on ever being happy. Life has lost its meaning, and everything he seems to do causes some form of destruction, and Dan is so tired of destroying the things he used to love. He's lost so much, and he's scared of losing Phil, the only thing he can bring himself to care about. But Dan can't see past his own depression that Phil is struggling with bulimia, and that he's equally good at hiding his dark thoughts as Dan. And as Dan walks through the streets alone at night getting high to escape from the hell he's trapped himself in, will he be able to see that maybe the happiness he craves so desperately is not on the streets in the form of white pills, but inside his own apartment in the form of Phil Lester? Or will it be too late... WARNING: THIS STORY CONTAINS STRONG LANGUAGE, SEXUAL SITUATIONS, USE OF DRUGS, VIOLENCE, HIGH LEVELS OF ANGST, BULIMIA, AND THEMES OF SUICIDE. IT IS NOT SUITABLE FOR YOUNGER READERS.

More Than a Bestfriend by jennicaphantrash

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Hello Internet ✹ Phan by klutzyvegetarian7

[Complete] Phil was his first best friend in the eighteen years of his life. When Phil first started YouTube, his best friend died, and he hadn't met Dan yet. When they did meet, everything changed. - How conceited does one have to be to show no tolerance for the people they care about? - This story is strictly in the perspective of Dan Howell. MATURE CONTENT: NOT SUITABLE FOR YOUNGER DEMOGRAPHIC. POSSIBLY TRIGGERING. Contains: Self harm, abuse, attempted suicide, and sex. Strong language is used.

Paint It Black (Phan fic) by funghoul_killjoy

Dan and Phil seem to have a pretty good life. They are a couple of the most famous youtubers, the work on their own radio show, and they're best friends. Phil couldn't be any happier. But what happens when Phil finds out about the other side of Dan he hasn't met yet? WARNING: MENTIONS OF SELF HARM AND SUICIDAL TENDENCIES

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