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Nothing Is Permanent

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Lydia Satlyn. She's a 17 year old orphan. She was the only one who made it out of the house fire. Out of her mother, father, sister, and two brothers. She still feels guilty. Almost immediently she was transported to the nearest orphanage. Fed up with the conditions she was living in, Lydia ran away from the orphanage. But what happens when her youtube idols, Dan and Phil, stumble upon her???Wszelkie Prawa Zastrzeżone

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broken ; phan autorstwa iblameherbs

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[Complete] Phil was his first best friend in the eighteen years of his life. When Phil first started YouTube, his best friend died, and he hadn't met Dan yet. When they did meet, everything changed. - How conceited does one have to be to show no tolerance for the people they care about? - This story is strictly in the perspective of Dan Howell. MATURE CONTENT: NOT SUITABLE FOR YOUNGER DEMOGRAPHIC. POSSIBLY TRIGGERING. Contains: Self harm, abuse, attempted suicide, and sex. Strong language is used.

Paint It Black (Phan fic) autorstwa funghoul_killjoy

Dan and Phil seem to have a pretty good life. They are a couple of the most famous youtubers, the work on their own radio show, and they're best friends. Phil couldn't be any happier. But what happens when Phil finds out about the other side of Dan he hasn't met yet? WARNING: MENTIONS OF SELF HARM AND SUICIDAL TENDENCIES

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