Music is too loud,
But i can't make it sound,
The sound of messed up thoughts are louder then the music,
It is difficult to give one reason why?
I know now things between us won't remain the same,
Like that smile of you would be a little less bright,
The hugs won't be that meaningful like before,
From the words to the actions will just loose their way,
Words of trust and expectations that are on the edge of death,
The hands which won't ever find their way together,
Just memories which might be left to live with,
It seems unknown what the road ahead will bring for us,
Clueless of will that you and me which made us would even walk together anymore.
"and you left me with bad habits like cracking my knuckles and wearing your sweater because the smell of you still lingers. you left me chewing at the skin of my skin on my lips because maybe just maybe if it's gone the taste of you will be too, but the problem is i can't tear off my skin. so i'm left with the shivers down my spine when my body remembers your hands running up my back as you kissed me and it paralyzes me because i miss it. i miss you. i miss smiling between kisses because damn you just made me happy and I thought I made you just as happy because you would smile and whisper "what" but i would just shake my head and pull you close and it was real. it was. all of it. so why did you leave me? why?"