Train Of Thoughts
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Last published Wed, Aug 10, 2016
My mind's an open field, I try to take good care of it, I try to keep it quiet and tidy, but it's just full of storms, full of thoughts and words, over thinking seems to be winning, the only way I can get out of it is by running away, it seems to be working but one day I'll have to face it, I'll have to face reality.
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