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Addiction

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Reads 18
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Parts 2
Time 6m

Directioner4evaNarry

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abandonment addiction hurt love

There's not much to this world. It's a cruel place, and every beautiful thing ceases to exist as soon as the world discovers it. 
I used to care what people thought about me. Now, not so much. This world is bullshit, it's not as glorious as the movies make it sound. 
The world is full of oblivious people. People that believe nothing wrong can ever happen. People that believe that love exists. Movies make it look so easy to love, and that you can't just fall out of love, that everyone will have a fairy-tale ending. Wrong. 
Hi, my name is Freya June Young. I'm 17 years of age, and this is my story.All Rights Reserved

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She was supposed to die by my hands. I tried-again and again. But I failed. Freya was nothing more than a target. A name on a file. A loose end that needed to be tied. Killing her should have been easy. Quick. Painless. But every time I raised my gun, something held me back. And now, she's all I can think about. She doesn't know how many times I almost ended her life. How many nights I spent convincing myself she was just another job. But when my past catches up, I'm forced to make a choice-kill her like I was meant to, or walk away before I destroy her. I thought leaving her would keep her safe. I was wrong. And when I return, she's no longer the girl I left behind. Now, I might be the one who doesn't survive.

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Carissima

She was supposed to die by my hands. I tried-again and again. But I failed. Freya was nothing more than a target. A name on a file. A loose end that needed to be tied. Killing her should have been easy. Quick. Painless. But every time I raised my gun, something held me back. And now, she's all I can think about. She doesn't know how many times I almost ended her life. How many nights I spent convincing myself she was just another job. But when my past catches up, I'm forced to make a choice-kill her like I was meant to, or walk away before I destroy her. I thought leaving her would keep her safe. I was wrong. And when I return, she's no longer the girl I left behind. Now, I might be the one who doesn't survive.