suicide (saying goodbye) Poems
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Life just isn't fair ...i wasnt ment to be here!!!! im just a waste of space!!!
i can't take no more!!!
they hate me! they hurt me !they dont even no i exist until ive done something bad....... then its like world war 3 has began..all over again day after day ....night after night... i would be abuse sexually,physically and emotionally by them they never cared not once.....
i cant say how happy i am to be dead i can finally live my life in peace
its all tht i ever wanted good bye world .....
love kate
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