Narcotic Affair {PHAN}
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Last published Sat, Jan 28, 2017
Dan and Phil are best friends...well at least they were and they loved each other...but Phil loved Dan in a different way.
Dan never wanted anything more than a friendship but Phil wanted more.
Phil wanted for Dan to be the one that held him when he felt scared and he wanted Dan to be his life long partner that he could grow old with.
However Dan felt none of this "crap" as he called it so he took matters into his own hands and their friendship went down hill from there.
Can Phil survive this changing atmosphere or will he find refuge in a narcotic affair?
Warnings:
*drug use
*smut...perhaps
*self-harm
*mature
*idk what else to include just OH YEAH....this book is crap so beware
Cover by: secretbatman29
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