Heartache- A Zouis fanfic

What would you do if you was in love with your best friend, who besides is a guy, like you? Yeah, that question isn't easy to answer, and even the world famous Louis Tomlinson have trouble to answer that. When his bestfriend and band mate Zayn Malik is in the near of him he always get weak in the knees and his otherwise self-assured facade is gone. His feelings for Zayn takes really hard on him and he's not that strong anymore. When everyhing goes wrong he always search the alcohol, it's the only thing that can make him happy like he used to. But he can't keep on living like that. He has a whole lifetime in front of him and his bandmates is conserned for him, so how will he cope with it? Will he ever find the courage to tell Zayn about his feelings, or will he end up giving up and just let the alcohol control his life?