The wrong turn

Today was the day as my life was wrecked...
Now so was my car..
my freedom..
my life at a stand still..
everything comes in threes
and I'm waiting for one more...
I'm a wreck ..
it's my fault..
now what?
so alone..
utterly broken...
like glass on the road..
tears just weren't there..
shock or to much
grief or can no longer bear..
give up with hand in the air..
I don't care...
or where another scar
that time will repair...
I did it to my self ..
I'm to blame ...
I took a wrong turn..
the road won't be the same...
I won't be a wife ..
I won't have his name ...
my life is a battlefield..
I'm at fault for it all...
I took the wrong turn ..
emptiness feels my soul and sadness in
my heart...
the beginning has ended ..
there is no new start...
the storm has begun over head ..
the thunder crashed my future might
be dead..
I did it to my self
I took a wrong turn
I knew better no lessens unlearned
blame me blame me
I'm sorry