Hay guys I'm back. Its been eight months since we talked. Michael and I still haven't told any one about our relationship. My use to be friends in L.A. hate me now. Why? No clue but I could careless I have ETF. Dahvie and Jayy are my hair stylist so I see them about once a month. Ryan has gone crazy and wants me back but I'm perfectly happy with Michael. The last time we talked he said that he wanted me and if he couldn't have me then he rather me dead. So I have a syco killer to deal with on tour now. Yeah! -.- So I can't wait and see how this plays out. Will you join me for the ride of death or are you to scared of death him self. HA I look death in the face with a smile if it means all my suffering will end. Lets see how this game will work shall we? Join me.