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Reality Of Containing A Friendship ↠ h.s

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Reads 428
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Parts 8
Time 51m

aquahoeindispair

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bestfriends harrystyles onedirection romance

He couldn't love me enough, the timing was wrong. I was in the winter of my life stuck in an icicle of numbness-- to afraid to give my heart. My life was a circulating frustration filled with demons from the past, I needed to find myself before he found me. 

I started to become frustrated with him for the way he made me feel; filled with so much love, adoration and desire that he became a need-- an unknown feeling to me at that time. He was my other half, this uncomprehendingly wonderful being that fulfilled my life, he loved me just as I was: quirks, flaws and all. He taught me what it felt like to truly love someone, and he showed me the passion of mad love. 

He was my best friend. Harry, who so deeply loved another girl that wasn't me. He started to cancel plans, stopped coming by, basically grew away from me. The one person that understood me and the only one I allowed close enough to my heart to be my comfort was one foot out the door. 

He soon completely left me in the shadows, I was still there for him; and he was undeserving. Trust me. It wasn't easy, it hurt- there were tears, endless rants and enough ice cream to numb the pain. He didn't know what he was doing to me, toying with my heart like this- I wish I could've told him but I wouldn't even know where to start. 

But I still love him, 

I love him.All Rights Reserved

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