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Reality Of Containing A Friendship ↠ h.s

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Reads 428
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Parts 8
Time 51m

aquahoeindispair

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bestfriends harrystyles onedirection romance

He couldn't love me enough, the timing was wrong. I was in the winter of my life stuck in an icicle of numbness-- to afraid to give my heart. My life was a circulating frustration filled with demons from the past, I needed to find myself before he found me. 

I started to become frustrated with him for the way he made me feel; filled with so much love, adoration and desire that he became a need-- an unknown feeling to me at that time. He was my other half, this uncomprehendingly wonderful being that fulfilled my life, he loved me just as I was: quirks, flaws and all. He taught me what it felt like to truly love someone, and he showed me the passion of mad love. 

He was my best friend. Harry, who so deeply loved another girl that wasn't me. He started to cancel plans, stopped coming by, basically grew away from me. The one person that understood me and the only one I allowed close enough to my heart to be my comfort was one foot out the door. 

He soon completely left me in the shadows, I was still there for him; and he was undeserving. Trust me. It wasn't easy, it hurt- there were tears, endless rants and enough ice cream to numb the pain. He didn't know what he was doing to me, toying with my heart like this- I wish I could've told him but I wouldn't even know where to start. 

But I still love him, 

I love him.All Rights Reserved

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Stumbling (H.S. / A.U.) by hardcandy92

Started: April 2023, Completed: April 2024 Riley looked forward to college solely for the chance to start fresh. Healing and growing was Riley's only goal, until she met someone new. Styles instantly caught her attention, but that wasn't the only problem that slowly took over Riley's new life. *** PREVIEW: "Maybe you should have given Niall a real kiss. You seem pretty boring to be honest." I wasn't going to give in and show a reaction to him calling me boring. Fuck him. "Yeah. Maybe I should have. He is pretty hot after all." The moment my sentence ends his hand bolts up to my face and wraps around the lower part of my chin, wrapping around my face to pull it upwards. I was forced to look him in the eyes now. "Stop trying. I do not get jealous darling. Don't pretend like you belong here. Remember what I said." Harry says to me in a vicious tone. Before I can flip through the memories of the night to know what he means, he leans into me again. His face only millimeters apart from mine. "You're a nobody." He smirks and drops his hand to walk away. Leaving me extremely alone in the mess of all the bodies in the kitchen. *** This book is a mature read that may contain vulgar language, assaults/abuse, sexual content, descriptive violence, drug abuse, and explicit content.

Alone on the water by PenguinLoverBitch

WARNING: This fanfic may be triggering. He was the one; I didn't realize it till now...till he was gone. My best friend Niall Horan has always been the smiley, laughing, care free kind of guy, but then I noticed something about him. Scars started to appear on his arms, more and more every week. And I noticed that the funny, care free boy I used to know, changed. His smile started to fade, and he did along with it. I did manage to help him, for a while he was clean. But he still wasn't happy. I never asked why he did it; I thought it was too personal. But I always wondered why? Why would he do that to himself? He was so handsome, and funny, I would even say perfect. And it wasn't until now, that I noticed how much I really loved him. I did anything for him, I got anything for him, I just wanted to see my friend happy again. The crazy thing was, he needed me to be there for him, but in reality I needed him to help me. I guess it wasn't enough, because one day everything in my life changed. This is the story of how I lost my best friend and the first boy I've loved. -end of prologue-

Agitated Afternoons// h.s by Justeen_96

Final Book In the Sleepless Nights Series "I need you." "Harry.." I whispered as he leaned against me. I didn't want to push him off. I wanted to stay like this, pressed up against him but we were in a public area. Someone could recognize us and snap a photo. "I need you now more than ever." He continued, moving his head closer to mine. I breathed in. Our lips were an inch apart. He slowly closed the space between us. Soft and warm. I didn't fight it and as I wrapped my arms around his neck, his went around my waist. I didn't want to let go of him, of this moment. Harry was the love of my life, I knew this. So why was everything trying to keep us apart? ---- Another year has come and gone and yet, Terra and Harry are not together. Publicly that is. They're madly in love but not "together". For all intents and purposes, Terra is Harry's best friend who is rumored to already have a boyfriend who is not Harry. And since Harry is running around with Kendall Jenner, Terry shippers are slowly falling off the bandwagon. With a third tour under their belts, the boys are in L.A finalizing the last couple of songs for their album, Four and preparing for another tour. But tensions are rising high, not just between Harry and Terra but the entire band. Fame is suffocating the boys. It feels like everything is falling apart and as the summer sun beats down on all of them, they're all left with some pretty agitated afternoons. #1 Sleepless Nights #2 Restless Evenings #3 Disturbed Dawns #4 Misguided Mornings #5 Agitated Afternoons

RED ROOM [H.S] by sweetfixs

***completed*** NOW PUBLISHED ON AMAZON Harry Styles. The strange one. The freak. The one who was too kind for his own good, trapped in a world where his job was to bring people pain. Sophia 'Spice' Winters. The dancer. The stripper. The one who who trapped in a world where her job was to provide men with nothing but pleasure. -- "What don't you understand?" Harry seethed, his hands gripping the roots of his hair. "I'm not the good guy here, Sophia. I'm bad, everything about me is fucking bad." Harry looked as if he was about to rip his hair out, his wild eyes shinning with madness. He looked unhinged, raw and angry. It should of frightened me. That look alone should of been enough to send me running. He didn't look like the shy man I first met. He looked...crazy. His fingers were coated in red, stained with the blood of another. He didn't seem to care though. "If I was you Sophia, I would run away. Run as far away as you possibly can, because I promise you...An evil part of me won't let you go, and I hate myself for that. I want you to run away, to a place that I can't ever find you. You'll be safe that way."

Loved You First (HARRY STYLES) by iivoraii

I'm dangerously inlove with my bestfriend bummer is, he doesn't feel the same. ------------------------------------------------------------------------ This book is fanfiction so if the things mentioned is not what it is in reality forgive me, after all that's what fiction is. The story is about Harry Styles. I love him and he inspired me to write this. I'm not claiming to be his no.1 fan but I sure am a fan. I hope you'll enjoy reading this. I won't be asking you to vote or comment if you don't feel like doing, knowing you read this is enough. Thank you. Love lots.

Revive [Harry Styles] by jessseee

"I can't trust you, I can't listen to you, I can't believe you. I want nothing to do with you get the fuck out of my life Harry!" I yell at him while tears start forming in my eyes but I blink them away quickly. I will not be weak not now not after everything. "I don't understand I just wanna be with you Jess why is that so hard to believe why do you keep treating me like shit when all I do is treat you like a fucken princess I want you, I want to be with you, I care for you, I can treat you just the way you deserve to be treated just please listen to me I-" I rudely cuts him off before he can continue with his lie "I don't want to listen to you your just going to hurt me and leave me like everyone else just save yourself some energy and leave already" he stares into my eyes trying to find a glimise of hope but theres nothing there just dark, lifeless. "What don't you understand I'm not going anywhere."

Catch Me, I'm Fallin.. by jinggay1992

"Don't even think about how the f**k goes anything!" He clenched his fist. It was him, the man that I really loved for the whole fourteen years, without knowing it. How come I didn't see him immediately. My heart was pounding, all I wanted was, to hold his hand with mine, keep him for myself, love and cherish him. I'm in love with him, and nothing can change the way I feel for him. He planted a peck on my lips. "Just tell me if you could give us a chance." I smiled, then pulled him for another kiss, not wanting him to let go, but before I could regain my senses, he took control of those kisses we shared, he licked, sucked and bit my lips until, I gasped and took that moment to explore every inch of my Mouth with his tongue. I don't know, how long we've kissed, but when we finally pulled a bit away from each other while gasping and running after our breath, his expression was pure delightful and surprised. My heart flutters, He simply smiles and kisses me again more gently and passionately this time. Published Date: November 14, 2022 Finished Date:

The sun in December by _j0yc3_

🚨: I was legit 13 when I wrote this, I'm sorry for bad grammer or storyline :P They never knew how it begun, they swore they didn't. But it all began for a reason, a reason they're don't know about but very grateful for. When she see the look on his face, her heart goes to halt and secretly slips and beat or two. And everytime he caught a glance, oh, how immaculate she looked! "You're a hundred percent my bestfriend!" He exclaims Oh really..? Despite all the unfortunate times and unfairness and all the things that came in between, did you forget it? Or maybe not? Or maybe yeah? "I still love you.."

Just Friends by trisxstyles

[I wrote this when I was 13 I'm so sorry] "I'd rather watch him love somebody else, cry every night, and take the pain. Than live a life knowing I lost my best friend because I fell in love with him." Torn by the distance. The lack of communication made it even worse for them. There were broken promises and broken trust. But when you think you're already starting to move on from the complicated relationship, he suddenly comes back to your life, bringing in 5 more people with him. His mates, and his new girlfriend. Everything started with being JUST FRIENDS.

Intent [Wattys 2017] by ccalianese

How can I, Emma Parker, possibly fall into the arms of my best friend, Harry Styles, if I can't even tell him the most crucial and defining parts of my past? Lina, my other best friend seems to think that he and I are meant to be together. Could she be right? I just want an escape, from the nightmares, from the memories, from the fear and if anyone can help me it would be him. But I'm scared. I know it's all Harry wants, to be there for me and I know he's the key to my serenity if only I can muster up the courage to let him in. ***** |"Emma?" Someone said tapping me on the shoulder and derailing my train of thought. Weird, how did he know my name, I hadn't even talked to anyone yet, I barely spoke to the women giving out the welcome portfolios. Who on Gods green planet could know me here? It couldn't be Lina, she was most definitely still flirting with the boy at the desk and at any rate it was a man standing behind me. Turning around and taking my first look at him there was something familiar about him. It was the boy Lina had hand picked for me to date just a few moments before. Maybe it was meant to be I internally laughed at myself, fat chance. But there was something else about the tall boy with soft brown curls shaping his face, defined cheekbones, and piercing green eyes staring down at me. He had to be more than a random boy from across the room but what was it? Then it hit me like a ton of bricks. Those eyes had haunted me for years. Green globes that I hadn't seen in what, nine years? It couldn't be could it? Was it really him. "Harry?" | *** (This is my first time doing this so bear with me. Thanks! All the love, C) Harry Styles AU // This story has nothing to do with Harry Styles. His physical traits are used but nothing more. // This is fiction. Thoughts and feelings of characters don't represent mine or others. Please remember that. // Includes mature scenes without warning. // All Rights Reserved ©ccalianese 2016

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Stumbling (H.S. / A.U.) cover

Alone on the water cover

Agitated Afternoons// h.s cover

RED ROOM [H.S] cover

Loved You First (HARRY STYLES) cover

Revive [Harry Styles] cover

Catch Me, I'm Fallin.. cover

The sun in December cover

Just Friends cover

Intent [Wattys 2017] cover

Stumbling (H.S. / A.U.)

Started: April 2023, Completed: April 2024 Riley looked forward to college solely for the chance to start fresh. Healing and growing was Riley's only goal, until she met someone new. Styles instantly caught her attention, but that wasn't the only problem that slowly took over Riley's new life. * PREVIEW: "Maybe you should have given Niall a real kiss. You seem pretty boring to be honest." I wasn't going to give in and show a reaction to him calling me boring. Fuck him. "Yeah. Maybe I should have. He is pretty hot after all." The moment my sentence ends his hand bolts up to my face and wraps around the lower part of my chin, wrapping around my face to pull it upwards. I was forced to look him in the eyes now. "Stop trying. I do not get jealous darling. Don't pretend like you belong here. Remember what I said." Harry says to me in a vicious tone. Before I can flip through the memories of the night to know what he means, he leans into me again. His face only millimeters apart from mine. "You're a nobody." He smirks and drops his hand to walk away. Leaving me extremely alone in the mess of all the bodies in the kitchen. * This book is a mature read that may contain vulgar language, assaults/abuse, sexual content, descriptive violence, drug abuse, and explicit content.