My life upside down

Bailey was only 14 when she finally dated the guy she like since grade school, and she had no idea how that would change her life. They were perfect together and everyone agreed, well almost everyone, but she didn't care what others thought. She loved how tall he was and how short she was, she loved the fact he was so dark and she was so pale, but most of all she loved the way it felt when they touched, and the fireworks she got with him, the way she craved him so bad and it felt un normal for her to not be with him. He didn't care what others said either, just what she thought. And what he didn't understand is she had a crippling depression that kills her heart and makes her think things to make her push people away, and that ruined he being happy with the love of her life.