Afire Love // Dan Howell
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"It's really nothing"
"If it's nothing Dan, why are you trying to hide it from me?"
When a major event happens, turning Dan's life upside down, he must accept the help of Phil and yourself despite having his defenses up in order to protect your potential relationship. What problems will you face? Will Dan's health affect you as well as himself? Will you put on a smile for him, even when you know of the negative outcome? Find out and enjoy :)
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