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Afire Love // Dan Howell

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Reads 71,771
Votes 4,006
Parts 52
Time 4h 33m

CastawayFangirl

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"It's really nothing"
"If it's nothing Dan, why are you trying to hide it from me?"

When a major event happens, turning Dan's life upside down, he must accept the help of Phil and yourself despite having his defenses up in order to protect your potential relationship. What problems will you face? Will Dan's health affect you as well as himself? Will you put on a smile for him, even when you know of the negative outcome? Find out and enjoy :)All Rights Reserved

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It Wasn't Just a Drunken Night(Phan) by DanToYourPhil

Dan and Phil have been best friends for years and Phil is the only person that can truly make Dan feel better when he's down. Phil likes Dan beyond the 'best friend status' but Dan has a girlfriend that he obviously loves very much. One night, when things go terribly wrong for Dan, a little too much drinking might end up changing everything for Phil and him. Is their friendship in danger of being ruined, or is it on its way to something new? *Warning: Smut in like one chapter* Word Count = About 29,201

The Cute And The Confident- Phan by SHGeorge

[COMPLETED] Phan Au. Dan and Phil are in the same year at school and finally meet through a similarity, but how will their separate and different lives affect their friendship and could it blossom into something more? Find out how Phil overcomes obstacles bigger than what he should have to face at this age and how Dan overcomes fear of loving someone outside of his social group at school. Mostly fluff, some angst to make it interesting. There will be some swearing, but not major. This is based off of one of my one shots "You're cute" - go check out my Phan one shots if you want to. :P

Smile, Dan by kittylover573ds

DISCLAIMER: This story is mature because it will have some self harm in it. It will also have some swearing due to that's how Dan actually talks. This is not about Phan being real. I'm sorry to disappoint you. Now onto what it is really about: Dan Howell is becoming more and more depressed. His family, his community, not even his best friend, Phil Lester, can help him. He believes he's a lost cause, and he's a mistake. He tries to hide it best he can, but some nights, it's just too much. During this, he's lost his will to smile. He'll fake smiles for videos and pictures, but he's lost a reason to genuinely smile.

The Only One (Phan) [COMPLETE] by underscorekacie

"Phil Lester is the literal sunshine of my life. If I didn't have him in my life, I may have been dead by now. Every day still sucks, but whenever I'm with Phil, my heart remembers that life is worth living. The only reason my life is worth living is to be next to Phil. To see him smile, to hear him laugh, to listen to his voice, to watch him move...everything. Everything that he does brings the much-needed light into my life." Dan Howell has many struggles within himself, despite his successful YouTube career. The only one who truly helps him is his best mate, Phil Lester. Dan has been madly in love with Phil since the first day they met. However, Dan knows that it is inevitable that Phil will never return the feeling because he is only interested in women. As Dan attempts to battle his own demons, Phil seems to be quite happy and even ends up dating a beautiful girl. Unfortunately, this makes Dan's mental state even worse. What will happen to Dan? Will he ever confess his strong feelings for his best friend? Will he ever overcome the ongoing war in his head?

Phil...- (Phanfic) by sallyswift

Phil is depressed and has been for a long time, Phil had kept this from Dan for along time by letting his bubbly personality invade his mind to distract him from the dark truth inside. But when one fatal day arrives ,Phil's underling feelings erupt from underneath and he is thrown into a world full of chaos not to mention when Dan brings back a small orphan boy. Will Phil get his Happily ever after or will he be lost in a sea of his own thoughts? ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- This story has themes such as self harm and suicide, if you feel upset about these themes then this book isn't for you, my writing is dark as it helps me to express myself. I do not intend to romanticise or cast these themes the wrong way, I hope you enjoy.

deranged | phan by phanlusions

completed~~ Dan Howell is admitted into the Manchester Eye Mental Hospital after his attempted suicide. He gets roomed with a boy named Phil Lester, but he doesn't talk much. Not at all actually. Dan decides to make it his personal mission to make Phil talk, but focusing on someone all the time can make you lose yourself. ------------------------------------------ mentions of self harm, suicide, multiple mental illnesses, etc ------------------------------------------ deranged (a.) mad; insane

uncontrollable (completed) by howelling-for-you

When a tragedy forced Mara Smith across the atlantic ocean to London, the only person she knew was her childhood friend, Phil lester. Two years later, her life is normal, or as normal as it'll get with her ptsd. And nightmares. And hallucinations. But still normal, boring even. Safe. That is, until she gets a threatening text, and panics. Although, she's made a few acquaintances since moving to England, she still runs to Phil, her best friend. She meets his roommate, Dan for the first time, and jumps at the chance to have another trustworthy friend. If juggling a dark past, threatening text messages, and trying to keep her ptsd under control wasn't enough, she had to fall for her friend. Despite her best efforts, Mara learns that our emotions are u n c o n t r o l l a b l e

The Fear Of Falling Apart // Dan Howell by CastawayFangirl

~ SEQUEL TO 'If We Just Lay Here' ~ It's time for a brand new start at life but when you find that you're working alongside the person who you swore you'd never see again, you fear that you'll just fall apart. You have both changed so much since you last saw each other and getting back to where you started is going to be a challenge. Will Dan make you fall for him all over again or like before, will it result in tears and heartache? Find out and enjoy!

If We Just Lay Here // Dan Howell by CastawayFangirl

Dan Howell has been your best friend since forever! You are so comfortable when you are around him but you have finally realised that you can't stay in the friendzone for much longer as you are crazily in love with him and something tells you that he feels the same way. But with Dan's career becoming busier and more distractions getting in the way of your relationship, will you manage to escape the friendzone and if not, will things ever be the same again? Find out and enjoy ;)

My Blood, Your Bones - Phan by SweetLittlePhangirl

Young Dan Howell, who lives with his alcoholic father, lost his mother to cancer less than a year ago, and is killing himself. Phil Lester, a boy picked on for his weight, lives alone from the rest of the world in a rehab center while trying to recover from severe anorexia. When a concerned teacher suggests Dan seek help, the two lonely worlds collide. Maybe all they need for help is each other. (Rating: Mature! Very angsty! Read at your own risk! Triggers: self harm, eating disorder, suicide. A little swearing. A little smutty, a little fluffy)

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It Wasn't Just a Drunken Night(Phan)

Dan and Phil have been best friends for years and Phil is the only person that can truly make Dan feel better when he's down. Phil likes Dan beyond the 'best friend status' but Dan has a girlfriend that he obviously loves very much. One night, when things go terribly wrong for Dan, a little too much drinking might end up changing everything for Phil and him. Is their friendship in danger of being ruined, or is it on its way to something new? Warning: Smut in like one chapter Word Count = About 29,201