Hello, I Have Cancer.
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Last published Mon, Aug 8, 2016
This diary is not about my sickness or about how everyone looks at me differently. My name is Quinlyn, and I'll most likely die soon. However, my story is not about death. It's about life.
I know I don't have much time left, but I made a vow that I wouldn't get pulled down from the realization. Dragging my best friend and boyfriend with me, I'm going to have the time of my life. We're going to do every exhilarating thing you could possibly imagine doing - breaking and entering, getting drunk at parties, sneaking out late at night. Before I die, I'm going to live freely. Who's going to stop a girl with cancer?
P.S. I love you, Parker. If you ever read this someday... Promise not to forget me.
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