Ever since she died, the hate comments started to get to me again. I started cutting and pushing people out. My personality changed, the way I dress and the way I treat people. I lock myself in my room most of the time and will only come out if forced to. I also became more introvert and quiet. So basically, I changed A LOT. I'm not like that when she's still with me. I changed because I can't do it without her. I can't handle life without her.