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The Pain I've Hidden For So Long(TMNT fan fic)

FullMetalNinja75

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Reads 41,501
Votes 932
Parts 35
Time 2h 30m

FullMetalNinja75

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blame bulling death depression donatello family feels hurt leonardo loss memory michelangelo ninjaturtles raphael shredder splinter

26/31 CHAPTERS PUBLISHED- SLOW UPDATES
  Mikey's struggled to keep up with his family, he just wants them to love an accept him... When his family realise of the pain their baby brother falls in they try to help him not before the Shredder decides to step in and erase Mikey's  memories... And they realise life was easy compared to the what they're dealing with now
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blame bulling death depression donatello family feels hurt leonardo loss memory michelangelo ninjaturtles raphael shredder splinter

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"Fearless Together..." (TMNT: Book 2) by Lil-Sakurasou

It's been a year since the Sacks Tower attack, and you and Leo still aren't together. Yeah it fucking sucks. Both of you are completely oblivious to each other's affection for the other. He thinks you kissed him purely as a thank you, and you don't think he reciprocates your feelings simply because he hasn't made a move. This doesn't mean you aren't close though, because your bond with him has surely grown over the year. But that bond will soon be tested when the Shredder breaks out of jail, unleashing unworldly threats upon NYC. Now you must learn to navigate the waters of your feelings for Leo, while also stopping a giant wad of pink chewing gum from space. How hard can it be? --- You quickly looked up at him, making him pause mid kiss, "Leo I-I want to... to take it slow..." Leo nodded, resting his forehead back on yours with a smile, "Don't worry, I've already got a spot on the floor..." --- Rankings: #1 in LeonardoHamato!!! 💙💙💙 #1 in Leoxreader!!! 💙💙💙 #1 in Ninjas!!! 💙💙💙 Book 2 of 2 in the 'To Be Fearless...' Series By: Leo's Sakurasou

Why not? by Unknown_Writer_919

Warning: This story contains depression, blood, and mentions of suicide TO AN EXTENT!! Mikey is the youngest of ninja turtle brothers. They always mess with him, but they don't realize how it's hurting him. In this story, Mikey meets his spiritual heart that's a representation of his personality. After he meets his heart, he starts acting weird. This worried his brothers, so in an attempt to get answers, it backfires immensely, causing many things to crumble. But, it's not what it seems. Will the turtles get things back to normal, or will this story take a dark turn and not come back from it? Book 1 of Remedy AU

THE TMNT NAVIA( Unusual!sister Senarios) by Tarolingreen

A little sister... Who loves the blue masked turtle... she deserves his kindness,or not? Will he feel the same?Her Lewo is mad at her... Makena ,a spirit , tries to protect Navia. But Lewo has a problem with his health. Will he manage overcome his health difficulties and grow up a child? Will the turtles stay on stealth and fight Shredder and the spirit? Will the brothers love their sister? Will Navia grow up? (Read ittt, it's worth it 💪💘)

Liability by Ick_tmnt

When Raph and Leo are injured after a failed attempt to save them, Mikey is left with overwhelming guilt. But what if Mikey's episode of self-blame resulted in something much more severe? Will they notice when the youngest breaks down? ⚠️t/w - addiction, overdose, suicide mentions

Mission Failed ~ Leonardo x Reader by The2tailedfoxy

You were a TMNT Geek. Your life was pretty good at your Boarding School, until the day Shredder came. Asking of a student with high grades from each subject to take with him on a 'training camp'. No one would believe you when you tried telling them that he was a villain. You manage to escape and meet the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles. Using your knowledge of the world of TMNT, you help the turtles to stop Shredder's plan before that world disappears forever. One of the turtles even takes a shine to you...

Greeted By The Darkness by Harold_Wolf

This takes place in the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles 2012 Series. After being saved from the evil Shredder, How will the events affect Master Splinter? After realizing something is wrong, He decides to use his last breaths hanging out with his sons. Will he be able to be saved?. This is an original story, please give credit if you decide to take inspiration. There is a lot of graphic content in this book.

Family by sky372422

A once happy family, now drifting apart. People who hate him with a burning passion but love his twin. Just what happened to make them drift apart and why do they hate him? Aren't they supposed to love each other? Aren't they supposed to be family? Join Leonardo on his journey of abuse and suffering at the hands of his own family, who despise him with every fibre of their being. What happens when they cross a line? Will they be able to fix what has been broken?

Out of my Mind (Tmnt 2014/2016)Book2 Comepleted by Moondroppi

(Very slow updates on this story) It's been a year send the girls help the turtles defeat Shredder,the girls couldn't be more happier they are now dating their favorite turtles, but however what happens Shredder escape? What happens if a new evil came along know as Kraang? Read and find out

TMNT: Anata Wa Hitorijanai by StupitPizza

The legend of Shredder and foot clan turned out to be real but there could be hope. The last hope of defence is young mutant turtle, who's life just changed, and not for the better. (Better story inside.) This is AU story. There mutants and humans live together but the relationship between them isn't the best. Leonardo is painted turtle. Raphael is red eared slider. Donatello is razorback musk turtle. Michelangelo is chinese softshell turtle. I write warning here so it won't be a shock: turtles aren't truly brothers and Splinter is only a sensei. It is just "what if" thing. Raph and Leo are step brothers and the story focuses on those two as they deal with family drama. Leo lost his father in the young age and Raph has just saw his mother die. The turtles oldest to youngest are: Donatello Raphael Leonardo Michelangelo

Are You Sure I'm Not A Villain? by Jammie-Jam9000

"How could you still love me? I'm a monster." "No, ya ain't. You're ma little damsel in distress." A mysterious boy who evades all attacks of the turtles. The turtles find out that he is the son of Shredder, but forget to tell an important member of their group. What will happen when the son of Shredder's secret is revealed to his own secret admirer and will they still be able to continue their friendship... maybe becoming something more? TW: abusive parenting, torture, and blood (fight scenes in general) #4 in caseyjones #3 readerxtmnt

TMNT 2007 One-shot - Brothers to the end by Katharina0310

"...The wreckages no longer felt heavy. The only thing that felt heavy was the guilt the ninja turtle felt as unstoppable tears streamed down in unconsciously silence..." - Extraction of story. "...this home has become like an empty shell. Each of your brothers have strengths and weaknesses. You must learn to be strong when they are weak, for if you cannot learn this then our family, is lost..." - Master Splinter(2007) Leonardo has been training in Central America for about two years and his family back in New York is barely holding on to the means of a family. When news finally arrives about him, will Raphael's stirred feelings finally boil over and will Donatello be able to keep his brothers together? Or will the Hamato family at last have met its breaking-point? Requested one-shot. Thanks for the request. Hope you'll enjoy. Sequel with a bit of CHristmas theme is out!

The Lost One: Leonardo X Fem!Reader by OptimusPrime192

She was once in the darkness of hate and pain, but when the Turtles found her she changed to the loving, brave and was willing to risk her life for the ones she loves. The Lost One was no longer Lost

No Escape by taylorbeard22

This is a tmnt fanfiction Leo is captured by the Shredder and tortured will his brothers same him in time or will he spend his last moments in the hands of his biggest enemy find out Warning: sad, and has blood and mentions torture and death so if you don't like that stuff just giving you a heads up before hand

sacrifice 2 [completed] by stopreadingthat

Not every story ends well. ... Our heros have been doing just fine, Okay on their own and having fun with others' company. But, what will happen..if a certain monster that was defeated, open his eyes? ... Find out that yourself. ... Cover credit to: Pirate-pet on Deviantart ... ~warning : this story contains strong language, blood and gore. Don't read if you're easily disturbed.~

Web of Lies by AG-The-Writer

In an alternate universe where Splinter lives, Karai takes charge of the Foot and change it to be an honourable clan for good. The Shredder is dead and life has returned to normal...but not for everyone; Mikey lately has been feeling useless and lonely at home with his brothers constantly ignoring him or getting mad at him for his antics, he one day finds comfort from a strange woman by the name of Misaki Towa, she seems to provide comfort and soothing words to cheer Mikey up and befriend him. Unbeknownst to him and the others, she is secretly the widow of The Shredder and went into hiding at Central Park when she learned of his death. She plans to avenge the Shredder by killing the turtles and Hamato Yoshi with her ninjas still loyal to the Shredder. While the story goes on and Mikey begins to lost faith and love from his family due to Misaki's toxic words, Can Mikey's brothers and Splinter help him through this ordeal or will Misaki Towa get her revenge by poisoning the one person who is the light of the family? WARNING: The following story contains some course language, some scary themes and violence COVER CREATED BY KITTYMASTEROFALL14 (Thanks buddy ^w^)

Yesterday's mistakes (A tmnt fanfic) by Kaylee619

After a fatal battle with the shredder, one brother dies. The three remaining brothers have to deal with the death of their fallen brother. Thy have little time to cope because the shredder is back and has a secret weapon of his own. Who is this new turtle and how does shredder have him? And why does he have to resemble the brother they are trying to forget? Read to find out!

Broken Mind by allicato1

Shredder has warped Leo's mind into becoming a soldier for the Foot Clan. Now his family must work to save him before he's lost forever!

Hurt But Not Broken by SnitchHeart

It's no one's fault that they got captured, but now they are at the mercy of the Shredder and his mutant companions. The Foot. Each brother will go through their own hell that tests their bonds as brothers and a team, but their determination to survive will push them further than ever before. A motto and a promise each brother will make to protect the other! 'Leave No Turtle Behind!' (Warning: Extensive Injury, Torture, and lots Brotherly Fluff!)

Lost in the Fight by CJtheStoryteller

After a near-death experience, Donatello is reprimanded by his older brothers for his actions, leaving him to question both his self-worth and his place in a family of more skilled ninjas. As a result, the turtles may find out what life would be like if they lost a brother. *Cover art by Flaux. ⭐️TMNT Universal Fanfiction Competition 2016 Winner - Most In-Character Donatello (first place), Most In-Character Raphael (first place), Most In-Character Michelangelo (first place), Best Original Character (first place), Most Exciting Action/Adventure (first place), Most Intriguing AU (second place), and Most Intriguing Villain (third place)⭐️

Captured by tmntfishface

Subsequent to the battle of the turtles vs. Shredder, Leonardo gets captured. After being tortured and with little to eat or drink in a small cell, Shredder demands answers about Splinter and the turtles. With the little time that he has left before it is too late, he realizes the only way to survive is to escape. But how can he break out without the help of his brothers? Will Leo ever be able to escape this nightmare? Or will the torturing be too much too handle? (Completed 2015)

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"Fearless Together..." (TMNT: Book 2) cover

THE TMNT NAVIA( Unusual!sister Senarios) cover

Liability cover

Mission Failed ~ Leonardo x Reader cover

Greeted By The Darkness cover

Out of my Mind (Tmnt 2014/2016)Book2 Comepleted cover

TMNT: Anata Wa Hitorijanai cover

Are You Sure I'm Not A Villain? cover

TMNT 2007 One-shot - Brothers to the end cover

The Lost One: Leonardo X Fem!Reader cover

No Escape cover

sacrifice 2 [completed] cover

Web of Lies cover

Yesterday's mistakes (A tmnt fanfic) cover

Broken Mind cover

Hurt But Not Broken cover

Lost in the Fight cover

"Fearless Together..." (TMNT: Book 2)

It's been a year since the Sacks Tower attack, and you and Leo still aren't together. Yeah it fucking sucks. Both of you are completely oblivious to each other's affection for the other. He thinks you kissed him purely as a thank you, and you don't think he reciprocates your feelings simply because he hasn't made a move. This doesn't mean you aren't close though, because your bond with him has surely grown over the year. But that bond will soon be tested when the Shredder breaks out of jail, unleashing unworldly threats upon NYC. Now you must learn to navigate the waters of your feelings for Leo, while also stopping a giant wad of pink chewing gum from space. How hard can it be? --- You quickly looked up at him, making him pause mid kiss, "Leo I-I want to... to take it slow..." Leo nodded, resting his forehead back on yours with a smile, "Don't worry, I've already got a spot on the floor..." --- Rankings: #1 in LeonardoHamato!!! 💙💙💙 #1 in Leoxreader!!! 💙💙💙 #1 in Ninjas!!! 💙💙💙 Book 2 of 2 in the 'To Be Fearless...' Series By: Leo's Sakurasou