"All I want to do is die."
No you don't. Let me explain. Have you noticed how in a number of situations when there's an old couple, one of them will die and the other with follow days or hours later, because they loved that person so much that their partner became they're only reason to live, their true everything. So when their partner died, so did their will to live. So, they simply stopped living. Maybe, people can actually due from losing their will to live. For example, if someone truly, wholeheartedly has no reason to live whatsoever, they lose their will to live, their life essence,and die. So people who say they don't want to live anymore, or are waiting to die, actually aren't. Because unbeknownst to them, it the back of their minds, they have something or someone to live for still, that it still, even with the thinnest string, keeping them from completely losing their will to live.