If I'm Gone In the Morning

"If I'm gone in the morning, I've either been kidnapped and being tortured by the mad men trying to kill me, or, I'm sitting right beside you waiting for you to wake up and realize, I'm never going anywhere..."
8 years ago Rebecca Renold's best friend was kidnapped, never to be seen again. And when you witness the kidnapping of the one person you'd do anything for and get shot in the process, well... lets just say it doesn't improve your mental health. 8 years she spent trying to find him, 8 years she had killed, each life she took was one step closer to finding Alec, and one step away from humanity.
But when Rebecca finally finds him he's not quite the same wasted teenager she used to love. Clawing her way through the sea of blood and memories, she must decide if she should stay, or do what she's best at. Being gone in the morning.