Abused and Scared

Ok so this is about you and me your sister being abused....your parents hated you....they adopted me so they can sexually abuse me with different men....you were abused because they said you were the worst.....we would always walk in the bathroom at the same time and cut....life was really hard.....after a few years when i was about 16 and you were 15 ....we chose to run..... We ran away for days.... I riding buses and trains....working for people.... Once we reached L.A. With me you were so happy to be so far away....we got a hotel when I was 18 and you were 17. You and I loved each other....we were the best sisters ever....never fought .....we cut still when our memories came....my sickness was that darkness made me feel amazing.....well pretty much people would talk in my head about me in mean ways....your sickness was similar it's just that darkness was the worst to you light led your way....even though sometimes it would hurt you...read it pls