Glass Hearts

"No one ever said that you had to end it, Emilee!" He screamed, desperately over the sound of the rain pounding against the window of my apartment.

He paced back and forth, tugging at the ends of his hair, then suddenly he stopped and faced me.

"I loved you. For the love of God, I still fucking do! I never stopped and everyday for the last two fucking years, was absolute hell for me!" Tears collected in his eyes, and he didnt stop them, as his voice grew thick and raw. I cowered into myself, afraid.

"Look at me, God damn it!" He grabbed my shoulders and roughly made me face.him. He looked me in the eyes, his filled with pain and desperation.

"You have no idea how terrible it was to go through the day, suffocated by the thoughts of you and having to love someone I can't! I hurt you, I know! But shit, Emilee this is torture! I can't love Eleanor or anyone else, because I love you! I can't stop! and I hate myself for that."

Tears streamed down his face, as he let me go, and stepped back. "I love you, Emilee. And don't you fucking say you don't love me too. Please.. don't." He begged.

I couldnt say anything, my thoughts were filling my head, and I couldn't figure one out right.

Apparently, he took it the wrong way, as he stood up and left my apartment, leaving me.

I had just made the worst mistake of my life, just like I had two years ago.

And I knew this time, fate wouldn't give me another chance