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"Just stop!" I shouted, tears breaming my eyes. "I can't take this anymore Franki", I sobbed, "I- I cant I- ..."

"I know baby", he whispered, grazing his thumb over my my cheek and gently wiping away the stream of tears. "It's gonna be all over soon. I promise".

"No it won't, don't you see?!", I yelled, "Our lives are too fu%king crazy now! Even if we do manage to get through all this bullsh*t today, we'll never be the same! How can you be so calm about all of this?!" I asked exasperatedly. I met his now serious gaze as he firmly lifted my chin.

"I'm calm because this is my life Kyra. This is the life I was born in. The only difference now is that I finally have you in it. Fu%king finally. Do you think that I'll let anyone take you away from me?", he said possessively while tightening his grip around my waist. 

I cried even more. 

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