"You are not who you think you are. You are just another lie" they told me. "No! I'm not! I am real, I will save them!" I kept believing that I could reverse the the damage. Everything I have ever known was ripped from my life. Every single time I try to remember, it's gone. I thought I knew what was the best, but in fact, I didn't. I didn't know at the time, but as I struggled to save them, I have actually caused the worst to start.