waterfalls -an ian carter fanfiction-

ian was lost. he hated describing himself that way, his mom didn't leave him in the chips section at the grocery store, he was home... but he still felt lost. he spent his hours wasting away at a plumbing job that his dad forced on him and then went home and spent hours making videos for fans he hated. his friends left and now he's refusing to eat. what could bring him out of the black hole he's in right now? the sweet release death, or something better?