Love & Self Loathing
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  • Reads 158
  • Votes 36
  • Parts 10
  • Time 44m
Ongoing, First published Jul 17, 2016
7/4/16: 6:45 p.m.  

Jasmine Goode is about to commit suicide by jumping off the Golden Gate Bridge. She never really lived for anything, no one even knows or cares that's she's ready to leave this world. She is someone who has no friends, barely a family and no future. Jasmine is an anti-social 24 year old female, who isn't sick of the world, just doesn't feel like she needs it anymore. She is ready to leave this world. She is ready to leave nothing behind. 


7/4/16: 6:48 p.m. 

Edwin Jacobs decided today was the day to commit suicide. He has and will never have anything to love for. Standing at the edge of Golden Gate Bridge with everyone walking by and don't even stop to say anything, this is how he knows it's time. He watches the people walk by, then turns to the bridge and looks into the deep blue water. Not even a tear to shed, he grips the bridge. Just like Jasmine, he has nothing. He never will have anything. 

They never will have anything.
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