"I'll visit you when I'm free okay? Have rest and don't forget your medicines after you eat your lunch. I'll tell Paul later to bring them here." "Okay." I said flashing him a forced smile. "I'll come back. Promise." He said. Kissing my temple and squeezed my hand with his. This is a dream come true. A fan's dream, a fan's wish that I fortunately have. I'm nothing, I'm useless, I'm worthless of his time and money and effort, and I'm also DYING; but he made me feel the opposite.